So my stomach is turning, and I’d even say that I feel a bit light headed. I’m nervous. Really nervous. I had to make another run to the store yesterday to buy more tee shirts. I guess they recommend cotton t-shirts. Silly me, I tried to find something tight so I didn’t look like I was shop lifting or something with all the extra clothing stuffed down my onesie. I bought socks earlier this week too, but I guess they were too high so Kati is trying to find me another pair. Essentially, I think we’re going to show up at the check in tonight with my entire wardrobe and let them decide what they want me to wear. So ridiculous. I think I had less trouble picking prom dresses back in high school. Here’s a little taste of the uber intimidating look that I’ll be sporting….
Now you just have to add frickin knee socks and my bright white shoes. Yeah……I’m going to look like a dumb ass. But so will everyone else.
Right now I”m looking forward to two things. Getting this over with and getting back into the gym. It’s been tough to sit around the last few days. Hopefully it will pay off. I’ve looked into the idea of eating certain food to prepare myself for tomorrow, but all I’ve found is guys talking about how their favorite pre meet meals are things like Pizza and milk or burger king. Yuck. I think I’m just going to go with the standard spaghetti with more meat than noodles…just the way I like it. And sleep. I’m going to do everything I can to try to get some sleep tonight, although I don’t know how well that’s going to work out.
I’m a bit reassured that I have one last chance to ask questions and walk through everything tonight. I have to enter my opening lifts when I check in too. My trainer is nervous about my squat, and I guess I am a bit too. My hip flexor has been really sore the last few days. I stretched it a lot last night and broke out the foam roller. I plan to do more of the same tonight. Hopefully that will get me through.
Again….nervous. So F#%king nervous.